Whether you run in evangelical circles or not, chances are you’ve encountered someone who has started a sentence with, “God told me to…” and finished it with something inspirational, aspirational, or irrational. Depending on the denomination, it might get thrown around as a common catch phrase, or it might be reserved for more serious, “big”Continue reading “Why Spiritual Abusers Love To Say "God Told Me To"”
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The Truth Can Hurt- But It’s Never Cruel
Nothing is ever good enough for a narcissist. They seek to tear down and destroy any good thing they can’t claim for their own spotlight. Chances are, if you’ve ever confronted a narcissist about their cruel words, you’ve heard them deflect, “I was just telling the truth!” This is the lie of the narcissist: toContinue reading “The Truth Can Hurt- But It’s Never Cruel”
Fear of Retaliation
Before EMDR therapy, I previously did not consider myself a fearful person. If I felt threatened, I would quickly push those thoughts out of my mind and focus on more practical, productive things. I learned to do this as a very young child who had no other option for coping with a cruel, punishing father,Continue reading “Fear of Retaliation”
Validation
Recently, Arc of Hope, an (excellent) child abuse recovery and support network on Twitter added me to a list titled “Abused Kids/ Child Abuse Victim Army.” Seeing myself associated with being a victim of child abuse sent a shock through my body. It might sound weird, but it felt like a new revelation. Now, oneContinue reading “Validation”
Telling the Truth
As a person was was manipulated, gaslighted, and lied to for all of her childhood, truth-telling matters deeply to me. Even though I was often punished for it, it became extremely important for me to always tell the truth. I realized at a young age that truth and my own integrity were all I had,Continue reading “Telling the Truth”
Like Nails on a Chalkboard
I am a highly sensitive person, and I often find myself in the position of understanding people better than they understand themselves. I often physically feel what others are feeling, and I can sense whether their thoughts are clear or whether there is a jumble of static in their brain. People who are not empathsContinue reading “Like Nails on a Chalkboard”
Abusers Are Weird About Holidays
Holiday season is a difficult time for many abuse survivors, especially if their abusers are family members. Even survivors who have gone No Contact can be quickly overwhelmed by the social pressures of the holidays. They are surrounded by advertisements of happy families in sweaters, beaming at each other while they pass the gravy, andContinue reading “Abusers Are Weird About Holidays”
Abusers Are Weird About Money
As I mentioned in Abusers Are Weird About Food, the common denominator of abuse is control. Abusers will use anything within reach to control their victims, so the most common, everyday resources are typically the ones most used. Money is no exception. I can’t think of a single case of abuse I know in whichContinue reading “Abusers Are Weird About Money”
Bad News: We Were Right All Along
Here lies the dilemma of anyone who has been psychologically abused. When we pointed out what was not normal, we were told that we were wrong. When we got upset about not being believed, we were told we were overreacting. When we told the truth, we were told we were making it all up. WhenContinue reading “Bad News: We Were Right All Along”
Why Psychological Trauma is More Damaging Than Physical Trauma
You were lied to on the playground. “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.” Neuroscientists and psychologists have proven in spades that words hurt most of all. But first, let’s establish that abuse of any kind is horrible, heinous, and deserving of attention and care. The impact of physicalContinue reading “Why Psychological Trauma is More Damaging Than Physical Trauma”
